Please don't give up on me... I AM NOT contacting him tonight... probably not for 24/48 hours... if ever!

I AM KEEPING THE FOCUS ON ME... I AM HURTING!

I am avoiding all calls, business ones too. I am HURTING!!

I just want to be prepared on how to reply for my behaviour... and I just want help writing my response.. NOT TONIGHT!, but eventually.

I am asking for permission to run away... is this allowed?

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)