Why the hell am I torturing myself.. Why cant I just walk away from this woman.. Why do I continue to let her control me and hurt me.. Jesus I have got to stop it..
Wow, Kevin - I feel the same way about my H. DETACH, DETATCH, DETATCH. If she is noticing you distance - great!!! Now let it take hold for a few weeks. As far as the intimacy.... I am in the same boat - slept with H 2x last week and not sure what to make of it. I feel like I jsut wanted so desperately to connect to him. Keep up the progess - P (mostly a lurker)
Major button pushing session last night.. No biggie... I am going to start doing things for myself from now on.. I am going out on saturday night. No vday stuff for wife.. Geting my hair cut and a new shirt I think.. Maybe some new shoes for me.. I pulled out my flying books today, gonna start flying again next month.. Its time.. I have had this dream onhold for way too long...
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
I think W has decided that she is moving back home when her lease is up in April.. Home is about 800 miles away from me.. She keeps asking Why cant you move back too. Hello they eliminated my job, thats why we transfered here..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
Kevin - how long has it been since you flew - It was almost 30 years for me - have about 3 hours lately - Instructor said I still handle the plane well for being away that long. held altitude well, good turns, taxi, etc. Glad you have decided to start back.
I havent flown since 94.. Cant wait to get back in an airplane though. I should have my lisencse by May..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
Still the same more moving talk.. She suggested that she might just move in with her parents in Oklahoma. So she can save some money.. I just validated her even though it hurt like hell because she is saying she is moving, but she is also taking my kids from me.. What the hell do I do?? She says she thinks about us all the time.. It is constantly on her mind.. She says sheonly moved here to keep me and son together, but yet now she wants to move..WTF.. Well I just have to make the most of the the time I have left being with my kids.. They will be gone in a couple of months... This her decision. She is only living life for herself.. The kids wil be fine.. Not.. My son is going through hell.. Her kids are too. Hell my son who is 3 and a half tells me he hates me and says he doesnt want to go to my place.. I had to take him kicking and screaming the other night. I was so embarrassed, and so hurt.. I think he blames me for moving out.. I just try to show him I love him...
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
I had almost 30 hours including cross country and night flying - But lost my log book - so I have to start all over. Good luck on getting back into flying.
I had 65 hours.. But I just flat out ran out of money, then lost interest.. College and women and alcohol took over those interests..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
I cant wait.. I need something to occupy my time.. Flying will do just fine.. maybe it will help me to detach from my wife..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
