I didnt mean it to come across as an ultimatum... I was trying to say I love you enough to let you go... I actually said it like that. And that it sounded like he wanted me to be moving on, so I will... but, then again when phrased like that... he flipped the switch on that and said he doesnt know what he wants.

I just want him to know I will not be "waiting"... as I recall one of Sandi's rules to be.

Kind of like I am keeping the door slightly open, but looking onward.

I didn't realize that by doing this it would be considered a backslide... back to zero? or worse? really?

Snodderly... I have left him alone, haven't I? Other than business, there is nothing else.

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)