Still the same more moving talk.. She suggested that she might just move in with her parents in Oklahoma. So she can save some money.. I just validated her even though it hurt like hell because she is saying she is moving, but she is also taking my kids from me.. What the hell do I do?? She says she thinks about us all the time.. It is constantly on her mind.. She says sheonly moved here to keep me and son together, but yet now she wants to move..WTF.. Well I just have to make the most of the the time I have left being with my kids.. They will be gone in a couple of months... This her decision. She is only living life for herself.. The kids wil be fine.. Not.. My son is going through hell.. Her kids are too. Hell my son who is 3 and a half tells me he hates me and says he doesnt want to go to my place.. I had to take him kicking and screaming the other night. I was so embarrassed, and so hurt.. I think he blames me for moving out.. I just try to show him I love him...
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
