mrbond... he did say several times that he is still unsure about us and is wanting space. He did lead me to believe that after our busy business season was done that we could look at our "friendship" again (2 months??) and see how that goes.

Im just sooooo tired of all this, and "pretending" that business as usual is killing me. Do I have to do this?

Can I not just ignore him now & run away from the business for a month... till I have detached and healed a little?

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)