You sound very strong these days and more amused than hurt by the things your H says and does. Actually, I am a bit amused myself. My xSO are separated so I guess I miss all that fun stuff. I get the fantasy talk that I am to be "best man" should they ever marry.
I would not blame you at all if you ultimately decide that you do not want to stay in the situation that you are in. Sometimes things are really that broken. Know that whatever you decide, we support you.
