Sorry I walked into that one ... didnt seem bad at the time but it was hard not to.
The next thing to learn is: If you do something wrong, slip up, say something that makes you backslide a little. Don't worry, as long as you learn from your mistakes then no major harm done. Stand back up, dust off, get on.
I'm pretty sure that everybody here has not done everything 100% perfect from day one. I for one have had moments of saying stupid things, reacting in the wrong way, not knowing how to handle things - I'm still learning - but i've also learnt not to let every mistake get to you. This will exhaust you too.
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.