Thank you guys - your support has been much much appreciated!!! I really dont know where I would be right now without this.
This morning was rough after our talk last night. She looked at me for a couple of seconds. I wrongly bit and I said sorry for what I said about im done and letting you be happy ... but its the truth. I hugged her and she hugged back hard fir the first time in over a month or so. I said its ok im just worried about you ... and she said I need to take care of myself and that I was losing too much weight too fast. I probably have but ive stopped for the last week and doing well.
Sorry I walked into that one ... didnt seem bad at the time but it was hard not to.
M: 43 W: 43 Married: 17 Together: 20 BD: 4/8/13 no legal or physical S as of yet 3 kids: S:14 D:13 D:9 W admitted EA: 5/5/13 Mediation started: 6/3/13 W says EA is done: 6/30/13 - still interested in D