Normally I do agree with you sandi but my intentions were different. I meant my words to her. I only mentioned her expression because it was different than before conversations. Kind of like why are you now saying this. But in all honesty I know I have to say this now because I feel there nothing left to say except for - how do we handle this with the kids and deal with mediation.

I always love your bluntness but im emotionally drained after today and needed to regroup and get myself in check by finally admitting this. It will be a long road your right but I need to come at this from a different perspective now ... and that is reality. Do I love her ... yes, but im not willing to ride the roller coaster anymore.

M: 43
W: 43
Married: 17 Together: 20
BD: 4/8/13 no legal or physical S as of yet
3 kids: S:14 D:13 D:9
W admitted EA: 5/5/13
Mediation started: 6/3/13
W says EA is done: 6/30/13 - still interested in D