I have to say, until I saw one heartbeat on the monitor I was panicked this would happen to me...
You CAN do this!!! Deep breath.
One of the other things I have focused on is living in the 'right here' 'right now'. They aren't here yet. You don't know what will be. We don't know our strength until we are called to use it. You are strong!
I've been kind of "grooming" my kids to be more independent. Mine are much younger, so I'm thinking at 7 and 5, your girls with really want to help. But I've been working on more chores and such.
Do you have family close? Friends?
Remember, you have no idea what will happen in 9 months.
We are here for you!!
M: 9 yrs T: 13 yrs H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs Dbing 12/12 S 1/13 7/13 H moved back in basement. 8/13 #3 born 10/13 still cheating 10/13 He moves across country, I file for D
