T^2, Dig deeper for patience because you will need it as she cointinues to navigate along the Yellow Brick Road.
Please step back and try not to watch her too closely. I sense you are analyzing her and her actions. She senses it too. When you were laid back and allowing things to flow smoothly, she was more relaxed and open. Time, my friend, to stop watching the pot boil. She's going to have one step forward, two steps back before it's all said and done.
Turn the focus on to you for a while. Allow your w the time and space to figure things out w/o her feeling your vibes of "anxiety". She senses them.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.