Chris,
As ACC said this isn't working for you. I think everyone is telling you the same thing. This $ucks but you have to let her go and let her come to you. It's starting to feel like Groundhogs day buddy and I feel the ups and downs and the hurt. Every time it's you driving these conversations and getting the same answers. You don't have to put yourself through that. So...

Originally Posted By: ChrisN
I don't know who I am anymore.

This is where you need to be concentrating your time. Your W does not define you. Who do you want to be? How are you going to get there?

GAL activities, need to find some STAT


Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are

Turn your trials into your testimonies

Don't believe everything you think

Expectations are resentments waiting to happen