Wife is having an emotional affair

[Alan A.]

I guess last night she posted a video talking about about D and how she can't sleep anymore and she has a panic attack every night when she tries to go to bed. She said something close to "it's not because I miss him because I don't, it's more because I am completely alone." I don't understand how she can say she is completely alone, I know she is still seeing OM. Well now that I'm thinking about it OM may have gone home for the summer, I know she still texts him though because she was when I was with her yesterday. She also said something like "through experiences my life is half over, I'm dealing with things that 40-50 year olds have to deal with." personally I think there are a lot more things to experience between 20-50 than getting married and divorced.