Thanks Ps for your comment. I've read your thread and you seem to be doing fantastic. You seem to have a wonderful relationship with your D3 which is great. My relationship with my children has strengthened massively in the last few months too. My WAS thinks that it is "unnatural" to want to be with the children but that's her problem.
I must admit that I wrote the piece I did at a moment of despair. The days previously (and the days since) were a massive improvement mentally for me and, I must admit, it did leave me a little scared at how I was feeling. My PMA since then has been really good. Just have to GAL more often. (Today hasn't been that good but I know that it's just down to tiredness. The WAS will be out bellydancing tonight with D10 so that's good!!)
Thanks, once again, AS for more words of wisdom. It's always great to hear from you. There's always something to take from and to apply to my own life. I'm getting there. I just wish I had found this place sooner but better late than never.
Me: 42 W: 40 M: 18 T: 20 D13 D10 S7 BD: 8/2012 Still living together