i have been on xanax and cymbulta but did feel way better 1 year ago defore i was on xanax . I was always on the other for paine not depression and i was going to dbl dose to see if it helped. I guess and i think i have told everyone here that she may have turned lesbian and i feel that is better then a guy as i can not compete with a girl. but i still have hope that for her it is a mid life thing. and i can say that the girl that was around for a year when still together that WAW was helping her get over her breakup also this girl some how got her to try it since they move in together.
I feel that if she was not around WAW then and now we would not be in this sitch. I do hate this other girl but did like her one time as she is a good person but stold my WAW.
so with that said this is part of the reason i am where i am. I am also here as i still have the need to know why she left for real. also why is she stil angry with me 14 month later. told her mom to have her look in the mirror. but anyway no matter what i have so many unknown things that I have this need to know. just dont understand but i guess one thing is i still deal with the daughter and mother and well alot of her family. but sometimes i feel that i should just run change phone number and do not let anyone from that fam know where i am what im doing. and should i just stop all contact to WAW
