Grizz, AS hit a lot of my points I was thinking while reading that so I won't restate them.
I would not send that letter. You don't sound like the strong person you need to be. I'm guessing this won't have the affect you want it to have on your W.
Remember, you can't talk (write) your way our of what your actions have put you in. Only consistent new actions and self confidence in yourself will make your W see you differently.
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
