ok just cant get past all these feelings i have for my WAW. does me wanting to keep trying to fix things with my WAW and myself for so long mean i personally have a problem? Am i being obsessed with her or is it really that i want her back.. i do miss and love her but cant stop thinking about her. i just miss what we did have and how it was up to a point
There's nothing wrong with you, we all feel that way. You're still grieving the loss of your M. The recovery timeline is different for each person.
Originally Posted By: lostforever
some times i just feel like i want to end it all i know better guys and gails just feel that way i need to get un stuck from here taake back controle
That's a red flag that you're still in deep depression. Considering your timeline (8+ months since BD) you should talk to a doctor about this. Getting depression under control is critical to your recovery. I was stuck in a place that I don't think I could have gotten out of without anti-depressants. But once the A/D's pulled me out of that place, my recovery proceeded quickly and I was able to ween off of them after a few months. My sitch does still affect me now and then, but when it does it's just a slight dip in my PMA, not the huge valley of despair it was before.
