So here I sit at work wondering what the hell I am doing. Is it doing any good? Am I doing the right things here.
I see positives. Things are better but I want things to move quicker than they are. I want my famiy at home with me.
I think that she is still too hung up on OM to see me in a good light.
So here I sit reflecting on the positives. Pondering if I will ever get my family back. I dont know, sometimes I wonder if I want them back, but then I see them and I know I do..
I feel so bad for my son. He is taking this so hard. Thats probably why he is lashing out.. Crying for help!!..
Its time to stop this shuffling of his life. Its time that he lives with both his parents.. This is total Bullshit..
What a mess I have in my life..
I wonder if she thinks about what is going on?
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
