Right all - I have to stop this nonsense now and get on with DBing. As i mentioned I have been distracted by signing up a with a dating site, with no intentions. But now i keep getting mails sent to be with perfect matches. Yes they all look nice, and appear to be nice people. But I'm not comfortable with getting these mails, I feel like I have take the focus off of myself and working towards my M.

I think I am ready to start a new phase of DBing. Re-establish my Goals, have a raincheck on my changes and 180's and become better than the better man i have already become.

Me: 38 W: 35
M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs
S8 D5
BD: Feb 13
Still Living Together

I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.