I had a good workout at the gym last night. I ran a mile then hit the weights for an hour. Man am I sore today. My wife asked to borrow the computer last night so I couldnt get online last night. I hope to have her computer fixed by this weekend. I will skip tonight at the gym, but I will be there tomorrow night. Its "my night out" As the W put it, so I am gonna go do what I want.. Why is it my night out when I dont get o have my son on the Saturday nights anyways.. I keep him on my weekends, which are Wednesdays and thursdays.. Still in a pissy mood, so I am gonna stay away from W. W startd pulling away from me yesterday, its amazing that I can see it now. We had almost a whole week of good times, only to have her pull back again. At least I can see it now so its easier to deal with. Like last night she called after having a few wine coolers,she called me, almost like she was trying to pick a fight, but I kept the convo upbeat and light.She wanted my calling card number, but I didnt have one that was any good. I told her about my workout, I asked to talk to my son and she wouldnt let me at first, but then for just a second.. I called back later and she had calmed down and I got to talk to him then, I always try to call him and tell him goodnight. Sometimes I wonder why the hell I want to stay married to this woman. Because sometimes I dont like this woman, well maybe its her actions and words that I dont like.. Will be patiently awaiting the next good upswing.. Hopefully it wont be too far away..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
