Heating up the grill, UW. Looks like we're going to be here awhile lol!
I woke up around 1:30 am last night to the sound of H going up and down the basement stairs. Then he comes up to the bedroom, turns on the lamp, and starts looking for an empty clothes basket. Says he is doing laundry because he can't sleep.
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He comes back up about twenty minutes later with a load of the boys' clothes that I had in the dryer. Turns on the lamp again and starts to chat with me. Says he can't sleep, he's been cleaning and organizing, and that he did push-ups too (which he hasn't done in a long time). Says that when the boys get up in the morning, he is going to take them to Home Depot to pick out a flower for me for Mother's Day.
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Come morning, the boys get up and get dressed. He takes them to the store, but it doesn't open for another half hour, so they come home empty handed. Breakfast was good, H acted pretty normal, didn't seem uncomfortable, and wasn't texting.
We all napped this afternoon, which was awesome!
He says he's not feeling well now, that his stomach is bothering him. The joints in his fingers are all swollen too, and of course he is itchy.
I'm guessing that guilt is really eating at him. Plus all the pressure I'm sure Ms. Needy is putting on him.
It's on him to figure out what to do about it.
I celebrated my first Mother's Day five years ago when S5 was just a week old. I remember being tired, sore from an unplanned c-section, but feeling a joy that filled my heart like nothing else.
Hope everyone is enjoying their day
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
