Happy Mothers Day... This is the best job!
H is leaving out of town for a week. S 19 noticed H not wearing his ring. He made a comment to me. I said he should ask his dad about it. They have had no discussion about the sit at all. S19 is most bothered. He even sought out C while he was at college.
Anniversary is coming up next weekend. This also marks the one year date that I was let on to something not being right. ...We were out to dinner. H was so cold and unloving to me.
So, anniversary...just another day I suppose. No expectations. We will be in communication because s16 will be out of town at a big race and H will be there. I quess I could text with another parent to get updates instead. D15 talks/texts with H everyday.

on another note, since all of this I have been taking classes. I have been a SAHM for 21 years. have taken 3 classes at the community college. Told H my plans for my next class. It will be 12 months and starts in Aug. Got 0 reaction from H. He was supportive of me taking the other classes. Stopping myself from mindreading. But, my guess is H would just prefer I get a job....


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13