Ok time for an update. Last night I dropped my son, W's car is running poorly so I offered to take sd to the skate rink.. Then W asked me to take her to Wal Mart to get some groceries... We wentback to her place and I hung out fora little while then went home... No fighting had a good night.. Had an apologetic talk about the fight the other night..
About 30 minutes later W calls and says I can come back if I want to, so of course I did.. I pampered her a bit.. Rubbed her feet and legs for her.. Acts of love/service..
Went and picked up Sd and went back to her house...
We went to her bedroom and talked for a while, While I rubbed her back..
Then out of the blue she stated she was in the mood, but said she didnt trust me so she said we shouldnt.. I said thats fine I accept her wishes... Then she said if we have sex it will just confuse things... I validated he feelings.. then a few minutes later she asked if the kids were a sleep and then said you want too??? So... We ...
I went home about 12:45..
Then at 1:45 she called me, our son was struggling to breath.. I rushed over there and she met me in the parking lot to go to the emergency room... He was
crying and saying help me mommy..
SO we went to the hospital only to find that the emergency room has been closed, then we run to the Urgent care facility of coarse they are closed... We ended up driving 20 miles to the next hospital.
W held my hand the whole way and told me I was staying with her tonight..
We got back home about 5:30... Son is doing better now, he has the croup. It came on real sudden. When he went to bed he just had a little runny nose... Nothing major...
I called into work.. I just couldnt work with no sleep.
We got up about 8:30 and I ran to get his medicine..
I have been over there off and on most of the day....
Doing little things to help her out all day...
Last night scared the hell out of both of us.. What a night.. I think it might have started her thinking..
W told me today she wants to go out but then she doesnt.. you know.. She said she is lonely... I know I should detach but I dont think that it is the right thing for my sitch.. I am going to keep up the loving acts, and keep up the good fight. I will start practicing more tough love though..
I love my wife and want my family back..

Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.