The paragraph you wrote that begins with, "Starting over with someone else, a mature man..." was like reading words that were already in my head. I have thought those exact same things.
When I married my H, I absolutely believed it was forever. I wasn't just fine with that, I was estastic about it.
And now, my idea of M and family has been blown to bits. Not only can't I imagine trusting H again, but any man.
Then again, if my H was to return, the real him, who knows how I would feel. He would have to be willing to move heaven and earth to get me back.
But remembering the man he was, I know he has it in him.
There's no easy road, that's for sure.
Glad you are feeling well, and that the boys are doing great.
Happy early Mother's Day, you sure as hell deserve it!
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
