Quote: It seems even the most heart felt apology will never be accepted by my W.
No, it just won't be accepted right now. You both probably said some terrible things to each other and your walls are up. Until they come down there's not a lot you can do and you can't bring her's down only she can do that.
Quote: Just accept the fact that it is over
Or you can accept that you don't control what happens in her mind and work with what you do control like...
Quote: and move on with my life... For myself and mt son.
... OR, seeing a doctor about meds and finding a therapist... for your son and for you.
I think this process you find yourself in is especially hard when you can't detach from it. If you want to save yourself some hurt, stop worrying about your wife and what she thinks and does, and start thinking about yourself and your son.
Outside of anything related to your marriage what would make you happy today? Don't worry about tomorrow, think about today. For me Friday is pastry and coffee on the way to work day. I stop and get a bagel with good cream cheese and a big cup of great coffee. Its probably not good for my diet but it's good for my soul. It's my treat to myself and it makes my day much better. What about you?
