Finally coming out of the denial stage. Still no contact, Been working on myself and working out lately. I'm down 55 lbs since BD, Some due to stress lol.
I was DJing a Wedding last night and normally get sad cause of the situation i'm in but then starting thinking that I want true love to to reciprocated which I wasn't getting with W. I'm really even doubting her love for me ever lately. She jumps from R to R. I do love her her but don't want to be in this sitch anymore.
Think i'm gonna contact W next week and see where we stand on D. At this point I really think I want it over with.
Well off to DJ another Wedding. Hope everyone is enjoying there Weekend!
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB
