Your only lost if you allow yourself to be. Trust me. I am in such pain in can be excruciating. The pain, paranoia, and unknown can be crushing.
But you, like me need to learn to let go and accept things the way they are. Accept the things we can not change, and change the things we can. And the one thing we can absolutely change is ourselves, and how we react to situations...especially when it comes to our WAW.
Good lord on the STD...realizing it may be TMI, but is permanent...as in incurable? I only ask because 1W cgve me one...I got a shot, ram rodded, and a weeks worth of pills and all cleared up.
Me-45,W-36 M-12 yrs, T-15 years SS- 16 Nov 2003 Initial B date, 2-3 others since EA/PA OM 2003-2004 Reconciled 2004 May 2013 Final BD, W completely detaches W files D June 2013 I am moving out 26 July 2013
