[in_it]

Made it through yesterday with no random texting! Thanks to all for your feedback. I've been reading Sandi's 37 rules over & over. It helps.

Today has been much better so far. I know it's early, but I'm ready. H's phone buzzed really early this morning with a text from OW. His phone was on the charger & I saw her name flash across the screen. H usually keeps his phone face down & I guess he forgot last night. When I saw this I didn't even let it get to me. I was strangely calm & let it roll off my back. I don't know what this means, but I'm going with it.

Last night we had a decent night. Nothing was mentioned of the back porch incident, but H was talking to me & upbeat. H called me yesterday afternoon & said he was going to pick up the girls & he had planned some Mother's Day activities. I was completely surprised. This is new for him. Of course I'm mind reading…is it because he cares or is he trying to keep the peace? Who knows? But I'm going to let it keep my mind positive.

Hitting the gym now. This afternoon I'm taking the girls to a mother/daughter tea at church. I think I'm just as excited as the girls. They are going to have a butterfly release at the end & I can't wait!

I can say, after a pretty cruddy week I think I'm back on track. This rollercoaster is crazy. Like I've been saying…I'm in it for the long haul!

Happy Saturday to all!