T, How did he not think he would wake you up, i.e., turning on the light and taking a shower? Guess he wanted to make sure you knew he was home. LOL!
I still think the itchy sensation is guilt eating at him. If he gets this condition often, I wonder if he has attacks in the bar and other places as well.
He's half baked, but it slowly baking up nicely...time is what he needs. I know that there are days this journey gets you down, but you're a strong woman w/a lot of patience. He should one day get down on his knees and thank the good Lord that you've remained steady and been there for him. Not many would do so, especially w/him still living in the home. My hat's off to you.
I do hope you've got something fun planned today for you your children.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
