SFC_Swede, how I so agree with your comment about finding someone in the age range that I am in. Why is it, that the W just doesn't seem to fit into that category. Is it that they age, but to our own eyes they never have aged? In my moments of feeling good, or negative, depending on why I am thinking this, I also look at who I would be trying to see as a partner down the track. In all honesty I don't like what I see. Overweight, smokers, drinkers, simply women I wouldn't want to be with anyway. Then there is the kids, enough, my boys are grown up, I don't want little ones around anymore. Maybe we can be shallow together. I also feel being alone, and enjoying my time alone. Friends are great, but I need that little something more. I haven't had that little something more for 7 months and it is getting harder to deal with the longer it goes.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.