I was real confident in my L meeting yesterday and felt real good when I walked out of there. I dont think w is going to like my lawyes response to her. If its a divorce she wants, then i have come to grips w it but she cant have her cake and eat it too. I noticed a guy waiting for the next appointment and he looked really bad. Could tell in his eyes. I felt for him. I thought I was doing good but later that night my emotions kicked in and could not sleep. S and I are going away for the weekend till sun morning so he can be w her on Mother's Day. I am trying to focus on s and I having fun this weekend and not thinking of what she is doing.
Hey kenva, you did good! Yes come to grip you can not control her decision. I'm glad you're seeing cake eating don't settle. Emotions are normal, feel it then channel it away. Have a great time with your son.
Keep journaling here and vent away here you got this!
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
you got this!