So I try to give him a hug every night before bed. I usually initiate it but sometimes he does
Tonight I didn't initiate. My coach said to go for two nights and then initiate if I want to. It's really hard. I said goodnight and then went to bed, he didn't try to give me a hug. He didn't even get up. It makes me sad so I am writing here. It's so hard when he is so close. I know I have to be strong for myself but this one thing means way more to me then anything so far. Did we hug every night before bed before all thus mess? No but now that we don't sleep in the same bed it meant something to me.
