I did hear her..finally. It really dawned on me yesterday when she said how much more it hurt her when after she went back to work things slid...and she felt like I didn't care for her anymore. She said it hurt so much because she KNEW it could be different and it HAD been for 5 or 6 months before. She felt like I really felt that way and was doing it on purpose.... I HEARD the words and SAW the hurt on her face and in her tears.
I will do my best to lean out. To give her her space to figure herself out. My brother keeps telling me if I love her, I need to let her go...so she can do that. It's just SO hard, I struggle with it SO much. I'm trying to boost my self esteem, GAL, etc.... It's just so hard...I love and miss her so much.
