Emotional abusive. My w took advantage of me good nature and went things did not go her way she would get very angry. Throw things at me slam doors, hang up on me all the time during phome calls. I never really saw it as abusive but the other day my therapist had mentioned that it was not rational behaviour. I also just took it as it was part of who my w is. I know I wae able to look past those things. But as my therapist explained it I was like Wow. I neve r saw it that way. An maybe that lead to my times of binge drink to ease the anxiety that I had hidden inside me. See I would drink or run. When I drank whi ch was not that often maybe once a year I would get truely polluted, I would run and run for miles somtimes more than 15 miles i would feel better then I did when drinking. Now I have come to learn in my steps to more forward during my separate the running or cardio workouts are being use on people with amnesia because it helps focus and memories to return.
