Thanks KD!
No, I don't accept being paranoid 'coz I am not!
I almost convince myself then that I was becoming paranoid but I realized that most of my suspicions appears to be true.

Today, I have been thinking about H's dinner invitation for mother's day, my b-day, S's b-day (all in one celebration)because until now he did not bother to ask me anymore nor follow up about it. I wanted to call him about it
but my pride says No 'coz I will appear to be the one who is very interested in it. If I don't call,then he might just drop or presume that I am declining his invitation...I don't know!!! I will wait until tomorrow and we'll see...
But the truth is...I miss having dinner together and talking with H...I hope he will call! :-(


Me50 H53 S22
M23
2007 1st BD
May 2011 2nd BD
Aug 2011 Moved out(wants space)
Feb 2012 came back (wants to work things out)
Sept2012 moved out
Oct 2012 found out OW but denies
March 2013 Admits OW