We just talked on the phone.. I tried to apologize for lying to her but she just said it was my true self.. And just to let her go.. So I will... Told me things that just arent true. Things that she says I think about her.. But I tried to reassure her that its just not that... I have always thought she was/is perfect in my eyes.. She tells me I can go find a thin woman with big boobs to make me happy.. I have never ever criticized her about her body.. I have always supported her 100% in her diets and walking with her and going to the gym with her.. Its over... Stick a fork in it its done.. too much damage to ever get it back.. I made this bed now I have to lay in it..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
