This is the type of stupid stuff I need to stop doing. It's the part inside of me that knows i want her to be happy regardless. She changed her profile pic on facebook to a picture of her and her grandmother who does last summer. Then commented below it, "really missing her right now" Of course I can't help myself so I text her the following: "Your grandma was one of the most special people I have ever met. She is such a great example of how to live. That woman showed so much love no matter if they were blood or not. I am so blessed thanks to you that I got to know her. I am sorry that you are missing her. It's tough, but she is looking down on you. Always remember that" Followed by: "Sorry, I just wanted to tell you that for some reason"
There was no point for me to sending that. That is not my place right now. I just fill like when i do dumb things like that it gives her the idea that I am just going to be here for her emotionally no matter what. And although I wanna be there for her, I can't allow myself to. I have to many emotions at stake and its just not good for me
I guess I don't really see the point of facebook, so I truly just don't understand why you are looking. I have done many things wrong, so I understand the messing up. However, I am just curious why you check her facebook page? What do you hope to see? What do you hope to read?
BD: 8/20/2012 W Files: 8/23/2012 S: 8/25/2012 (I moved out) D Final: 3/5/2013
