Kevin - Yes, seems that you kinda went off the deep end, but does that mean it is over? Maybe not.
Quote: Why did I make up stuff to hurt her...I guess I wanted her to hurt as much as I do... Maybe you could tell her this. let her know that you were hurt and striking back without thinking and that she did not deserve that and ask her for forgivness. Would that be a 180? Let her know that you are working on making yourself a better person. And while you are not there yet, at least you recognize when you do go off the deep end and are man enough to admit it and ask for forgivness Maybe I do need to see a counselor.. Not a bad Idea, I know that I really got lots of good advice from DBing Coach Laurie. I would recommend her to anyone on this board.
Kevin - all is not lost. Someone on the board had a good closing phrase - Don't throw away a good life just because it is banged up a little.
