Its over.. I just burned every bridge I could have ever had.. Huge fight.. told her to bring my truck back.. She told me no more talking no friendship just business...
I even made up stuff to tell her just to hurt her... Well it worked.. She left crying her eyes out... Didnt feel good though... I feel really bad now... Wtf... I cant win for fu**ing things up.. Why couldnt I keep my mouth shut.. Why did I make up stuff to hurt her...I guess I wanted her to hurt as much as I do...
Maybe I do need to see a counselor..
But she was saying alot of bad things to me back, saying how Fu**ed I am and such...
Telling me I needed to bring my son home to her.. Just so she can bring him back in the morning..
I am too messed up in my head to have a R anymore..
I need a break...
WTF is wrong with me..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
