Moving forward with my life

[cbtdad]

This is the type of stupid stuff I need to stop doing. It's the part inside of me that knows i want her to be happy regardless.
She changed her profile pic on facebook to a picture of her and her grandmother who does last summer. Then commented below it, "really missing her right now"
Of course I can't help myself so I text her the following:
"Your grandma was one of the most special people I have ever met. She is such a great example of how to live. That woman showed so much love no matter if they were blood or not.
I am so blessed thanks to you that I got to know her.
I am sorry that you are missing her. It's tough, but she is looking down on you. Always remember that"
Followed by:
"Sorry, I just wanted to tell you that for some reason"


There was no point for me to sending that. That is not my place right now.
I just fill like when i do dumb things like that it gives her the idea that I am just going to be here for her emotionally no matter what.
And although I wanna be there for her, I can't allow myself to.
I have to many emotions at stake and its just not good for me