And just to add, when I got all excited about the weekend I was excited about being with the kids as happy family, and snuggling up with my W on Sunday morning, having coffee as a family etc.
Odd that I should think this, as we have not been close like that for over 6 months. How the mind plays tricks. I think I am craving a little bit of affection from somebody!
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.