And just to add, when I got all excited about the weekend I was excited about being with the kids as happy family, and snuggling up with my W on Sunday morning, having coffee as a family etc.

Odd that I should think this, as we have not been close like that for over 6 months. How the mind plays tricks. I think I am craving a little bit of affection from somebody!


Me: 38 W: 35
M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs
S8 D5
BD: Feb 13
Still Living Together

I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.