Anybody else not looking forward to the weekend?

I'm not sure why - I am just not that bothered which is odd - feel a bit on edge about it.

I think its because I can not predict whether its going to be easy or hard, or what mood W will be in. (i know this should not effect me).

Maybe its because I just got all excited about the weekend, and then remembered what is going on in my life. Sometimes its so easy to forget what is going on for a moment, and then when you remember it gives you a little shiver down your spine.

Me: 38 W: 35
M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs
S8 D5
BD: Feb 13
Still Living Together

I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.