MizJ, I can't wait to see that answer myself. By July, will I even want to open myself up to that again.
Of course, that assumes he does not contact me which will speak volumes.
In Cadet's welcome post, he says that time is a gift, and to use it wisely. So I am trying to get the biggest bang for my buck. Life will never be the same for me ever again after the last nine months. We have cleaned, packed and sold my parent's house. The whole thing feels surreal and makes the loss seem fresh again. The last few months, I have learned many lessons.
The truth is now, I cannot wait for recess! This silence from him feels a bit like recess. I am trying not to think negatively but I cannot help but think that things are progressing with his GF. After all, she just divorced and here, ready made is a substitute. If that is the case, so be it. I do not want to hear it right now from him so right now I am having no urge to contact him. None at all.
Have a wonderful weekend everyone - the little things do count!
