Emotions are such an odd thing... I've had an uncomfortable week, angry and then yesterday very sad and hurting. Today, I'm ok. Nothing happened to cause the change, either for better or for worse. I guess emotions just do as they please, and all we can do is mitigate the dark days and take advantage of the bright days.
This ^^ is very true. I have not been in contact with my creature for him to do anything and my emotions are still very raw and at the surface at times. And sometimes, I am fine.
MizJ, you sound very much like unless things drastically change, that you are leaning toward leaving your marriage. Only you can make that decision. I am actually envious that it is your decision to make; although I guess not much of one since you are unhappy in your marriage. I do wish I would have had that chance before my xSO cut and run. Nothing may have turned out differently but I will never know because I live in this universe and only one timeline.
Maybe our situations would make a good sci-fi novel?
