If you were such a good wife then why did i stray?

[tiredndrained]

Mizjjd..what is crazy is that you are right..M hasn't been good in a while. So, my thing is why don't they just go? Not happy, then leave. Then once they have discovered they are so unhappy they can't take it any longer they find someone else. So, now my H is so comfortable in our home he doesn't want to go. Wasn't he the one that was so unhappy he had to find someone new? But, he aparently wasn't so unhappy to leave, right? Makes no sense to me. Never will. Nothing he does makes sense. I'm working on mentally detaching. Most of the time I think I am doing really well. I really am detaching. That was a strange argument we had and for a brief moment it got to me. Its only about 25% of the time that I slide back a little. This weekend is mother's day. Focusing on spending time with the kids. Not sure about going to the BBQ with family. I hate facing my family in the midst of all this crisis. They are not really there for me and I can't stand discussing the current state of my M with them. Might back out. Still not sure. H won't go anyway so maybe I should just focus on me and the kids and if H is around then so be it.