I'm convinced now that h is drowning in need for attention, and there never will be enough, he's an open drain!
Why attention? Recognition? Narrasism? Self deprecation? He's trying to convince himself he's crazy, he said...I'm crazy, than he said...I don't know! He's rational during his irrational thinking! He can't even achieve becoming the great looser he wants to be.
I'm going to the gym, it's raining and cold, but I have to move forward. It's the Midwest, whatcha gonna do!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!