I woke up this AM, exercised, showered, packed D3's lunch for her field trip, said goodbye to D3 and left 90 mins early to work ignoring W.
Lots of angry thoughts churning in my head. They all focus on creating the most perfect, nasty, fireball, hurtful comments I can deliver in MC today at noon.
But I know I cant..........
Ill just sit there and hold it all inside. I said my two sentence piece last night and walked away. Thats all I can do- If I show additional emotion or desperation today it will be a backslide.
D3 and I are going to have a AWESOME weekend.
Ill take the high road and get D3 a card so she can give to her mommy on mothers day- screw the giftcard.
Again, Thank you for being there last night- I am blessed to have found you all
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
