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Thanks to all.
uRworthy-again you have worded it perfectly. I have no business discussing anything right now. If I did I can picture myself being calm for about the first half of the convo & then just blurting out everything I feel & dumb I think he is for not being to recognize how he is being. None of that is needed. Plus, all I really want to know right now is when he's supposedly leaving? Well, I asked him that earlier & all he can say is soon. I'm pretty sure he has no idea. I certainly don't want to pressure him to actually getting out.

MrCas-you made me laugh. Thank you. I also love your quote about anger in your signature. I take the time to read it everytime I see one of your posts on these boards.

knittedscarf-thank you. Your concern for not only me, but my baby brought tears to my eyes. You're correct, I am growing a baby & it needs me. This is the most important thing right now. I need to do much better at keeping my emotions in check.