I can understand that. It is strange to some degree. But I think you're doing well to accept the reality and work through them as they are.
I know it's tough to make decisions you didn't want, but I think you're doing admirably.
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."