Hi Tal, WOW--you sound so good!! I especially like your comment about "feeling so loved now"--that is super! I am so happy that you are able to force the mushy stuff and that your H is able to tell you how he feels!! You have made great progress and I am very happy that you feel you made the right choice to fight for your M!
I am still going through much of the hopeless times...we start mediation a week from today. OW is still very much in the picture and H chose to be with OW this past sunday instead of his niece's bday party! I am just really at a loss now of what I should be doing...and why the heck do I want him back so much??!!!! ARGH!!!!!
OW is still very much in the picture and H chose to be with OW this past sunday instead of his niece's bday party! 
